unfinished business
This is the story of mine feeling numb for the whole day because of unexpected occasions, being physically present in a foreign circle but not really feeling myself there. On the other side, thoughts and half of my soul are all over the clouds. The clouds were gray yesterday, and looked mad, as they should. I was mad as well, minded my unfinished business at home and frequently spoke to myself: I should've stayed home, why I'm here instead?
To this one person. We might have crossed our eyes and left a big question mark, and that's odd, and that's been annoying me. Starting to think you might find this one person you met in seconds was captivating. Or I wished so. But I think you should, cause that's a hundred percent fact. Or I wished so. And the fact that I felt slightly disappointed about your absence yesterday, that's another funny story of mine.
As the thunder crashed down the field, my thoughts scrambled out into a bunch of pieces. Four days of being in a rush made me crave a slow morning, quietly enjoying my toast and cup of jasmine tea, oh dear! Ugh, I should've stayed at home, feeling the loneliness I deserved. Not being here—alone—lost in the crowd. And I caught myself feeling a very strange thing, which shivers me to the bone, what if the person being here too, you might not feel alone like me but don't you feel curious what is feel like have our eyes meet again?
Oh no, SOS situation. This is way too much. What was lingering in my thoughts the whole day is the same question I wanted to throw: What has been lingering in your thought these days, sir? Were you feel that was sort of an unfinished business too? Perhaps we could really sit down and have a little talk, started where we might have our line meet, or you could tell your job preferences and how you perceive this whole world, through your lens.
And it was extravagantly raining. My toes stepped into a puddle and I was thinking I may or may not have a little trouble here. Before everything gets deeper into the puddle, which might be caused a lot more trouble, maybe we could really either forget the unfinished business or finished them instead.
By a talk maybe? And the scenario should be on an unexpected occasion and time, like yesterday, but not conducted the whole cast of yesterday's events. What and how are the new problems here. But luckily most of the scenarios only stayed inside my head and never really appear in the reality.
Well, let's just forget them, right?
And if by any chance our eyes cross again. Let's just don't.
